Words can’t describe how much I honestly miss you. There’s a chunk of my heart missing. My soul isn’t complete. You were my other half. No matter how much I say “I’m okay with being friends” I’m really not. I would just rather have you in some way rather than nothing at all. You are my heart, my love, my life, my everything. We were perfect. We fell apart.. I’m praying we come back together. My search is over.. You’re the one that I want. Nobody compares. I love you. I wish I could tell you all of this, but it’s better off going not noticed. I know in my heart we aren’t meant to be together right now, but that doesn’t make it any easier to cope with. No matter what you say.. I know you want it to work out again in the future. You can’t hide it. You still have a little something when you look at me. Our souls are made of the same thing. I love you to the moon and back. Est. 2.14.12 - 5.30.2013. 💔 I thought I experienced a heartbreak, then I felt this.. 💔💔💔💔

Today is not only Valentine’s Day, but it’s our anniversary! I’ve been thinking and thinking since day one of what I would make for our anniversary. A month ago I got the idea of making this video. We’ve had our ups and down, our break ups and make ups, our laughs, our tears, etc. Nobody could ever replace you. You showed me what real love it. You chased me for a year and a half and I couldn’t be more grateful. Today marks a year, but I’m hoping for many more to follow. You drive me absolutely crazy. Your smile and laugh makes my heart melt. You get me through the day sometimes. When I give up, you always find a way to bring back that spark of hope. You’re my best friend and my love. ♥ You’re my one and only. You’re my rock. I know I can always depend on you for anything. I pray day and night that you stay in my life in some way, shape, or form; together or not, because I would honestly be lost without you in my life. Happy Anniversary, baby. I love you to the moon and back. ♥

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Hi baby. I was sitting here thinking about last night when you completely broke down. It was bound to happen though.. I could see it in your eyes. I’m crying as I’m writing this. Last night was probably one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do in my entire life. Watching you cry and hearing the things you were saying.. It literally tore my heart to pieces.. I don’t know how you stay so strong with me. It took every muscle in my being to not cry last night. It was your turn. I had to be the boulder because my boulder was a pebble. I don’t think you’ll ever understand the way you’ve touched me. I’ve never felt so deeply about someone in my entire life. As crazy as things may get you really are the one thing that makes me completely and truly happy. 

The both of us have been going through the biggest load of bullshit known to man. It has taken a toll on our relationship. It has cause tension. It has made us fight a lot. It has made a lot of things go wrong between us. As mad as you make me sometimes, you drive me absolutely crazy. It’s a different kind of crazy. A good and bad kind of crazy. A kind of crazy to keep me going. I may have my doubts about us every once in a while, but we always work it out. I hope this last forever cause this love is real. 

Thank you for everything you do on a daily basis. Thank you for holding me up. Thank you for being my rock, more like my boulder. Thank you for just listening to me when I need to talk. Thank you for dealing with my stupid mood swings. Thank you for keeping me sane. Thank you for drying up my tears. Thank you for the laughs. Thank you for the memories. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for getting my mind off of things. Thank you for being not only my boyfriend, but my best friend. I know that saying is used by everyone, but I can truly say it and mean it. I know that we’re too young to even start thinking about what God has planned for our future, but I pray day and night that you’re in it.

I’d be lost without you. You’re my light in darkness. Thank you for never giving up on me. I think the chase paid off eventually.

I love you to the moon and back, baby. I want you to be my first and last love. You’re my kind of perfect. I wouldn’t trade you for the world, not even Derrick Rose! You’re all I need. 

😍❤😍 2.14.12 😍❤😍

Saying yes was the best decision I have ever made. 

You’re the love of my life, R. L. M.💍

Forever yours,

K. E. L. 💋

😘💍💋

Hi baby. I was sitting here thinking about last night when you completely broke down. It was bound to happen though.. I could see it in your eyes. I’m crying as I’m writing this. Last night was probably one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do in my entire life. Watching you cry and hearing the things you were saying.. It literally tore my heart to pieces.. I don’t know how you stay so strong with me. It took every muscle in my being to not cry last night. It was your turn. I had to be the boulder because my boulder was a pebble. I don’t think you’ll ever understand the way you’ve touched me. I’ve never felt so deeply about someone in my entire life. As crazy as things may get you really are the one thing that makes me completely and truly happy.

The both of us have been going through the biggest load of bullshit known to man. It has taken a toll on our relationship. It has cause tension. It has made us fight a lot. It has made a lot of things go wrong between us. As mad as you make me sometimes, you drive me absolutely crazy. It’s a different kind of crazy. A good and bad kind of crazy. A kind of crazy to keep me going. I may have my doubts about us every once in a while, but we always work it out. I hope this last forever cause this love is real.

Thank you for everything you do on a daily basis. Thank you for holding me up. Thank you for being my rock, more like my boulder. Thank you for just listening to me when I need to talk. Thank you for dealing with my stupid mood swings. Thank you for keeping me sane. Thank you for drying up my tears. Thank you for the laughs. Thank you for the memories. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for getting my mind off of things. Thank you for being not only my boyfriend, but my best friend. I know that saying is used by everyone, but I can truly say it and mean it. I know that we’re too young to even start thinking about what God has planned for our future, but I pray day and night that you’re in it.

I’d be lost without you. You’re my light in darkness. Thank you for never giving up on me. I think the chase paid off eventually.

I love you to the moon and back, baby. I want you to be my first and last love. You’re my kind of perfect. I wouldn’t trade you for the world, not even Derrick Rose! You’re all I need.

😍❤😍 2.14.12 😍❤😍

Saying yes was the best decision I have ever made.

You’re the love of my life, R. L. M.💍

Forever yours,

K. E. L. 💋

I can be a little too mushy sometimes.

Hi baby. I love you so much. You’re amazing. I felt like lately we haven’t been Doing as well, but these past few days we’ve connected again. I fell in love again. I love you to the moon and back and nothing will ever change that. I can’t wait to see what the future holds for us. I can’t wait for the night I get to sleep wrapped in your arms without the worries of someone in my family saying some slick shit. You’re perfect for me. I don’t wanna be with anyone else. I was thinking about it today and I can’t picture myself with anyone but you baby. I tried to picture my future without you and it hurt me. I don’t ever want to be without you babe. Forever and always is what I’m praying for and I hope you feel the same.