Hi baby. I was sitting here thinking about last night when you completely broke down. It was bound to happen though.. I could see it in your eyes. I’m crying as I’m writing this. Last night was probably one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do in my entire life. Watching you cry and hearing the things you were saying.. It literally tore my heart to pieces.. I don’t know how you stay so strong with me. It took every muscle in my being to not cry last night. It was your turn. I had to be the boulder because my boulder was a pebble. I don’t think you’ll ever understand the way you’ve touched me. I’ve never felt so deeply about someone in my entire life. As crazy as things may get you really are the one thing that makes me completely and truly happy.
The both of us have been going through the biggest load of bullshit known to man. It has taken a toll on our relationship. It has cause tension. It has made us fight a lot. It has made a lot of things go wrong between us. As mad as you make me sometimes, you drive me absolutely crazy. It’s a different kind of crazy. A good and bad kind of crazy. A kind of crazy to keep me going. I may have my doubts about us every once in a while, but we always work it out. I hope this last forever cause this love is real.
Thank you for everything you do on a daily basis. Thank you for holding me up. Thank you for being my rock, more like my boulder. Thank you for just listening to me when I need to talk. Thank you for dealing with my stupid mood swings. Thank you for keeping me sane. Thank you for drying up my tears. Thank you for the laughs. Thank you for the memories. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for getting my mind off of things. Thank you for being not only my boyfriend, but my best friend. I know that saying is used by everyone, but I can truly say it and mean it. I know that we’re too young to even start thinking about what God has planned for our future, but I pray day and night that you’re in it.
I’d be lost without you. You’re my light in darkness. Thank you for never giving up on me. I think the chase paid off eventually.
I love you to the moon and back, baby. I want you to be my first and last love. You’re my kind of perfect. I wouldn’t trade you for the world, not even Derrick Rose! You’re all I need.
😍❤😍 2.14.12 😍❤😍
Saying yes was the best decision I have ever made.
You’re the love of my life, R. L. M.💍
K. E. L. 💋